I decided to finally join the dance even if I don't really like the idea of wearing a gown while dancing. As what I have said this is just for once in a lifetime event. We have our practice today and I'm really tired of doing such they wanted that our performance will be perfect because as what they say we are performing for the opening production number in the program. I can't help it but to complain on the gown issue thing but I got to follow their decision or I else I'll just make myself absent for that day. There is no turning back I got to attend the dance if I quit maam Lydia will have no more partner in the dance.I got to stick to the plan. Have a nice day my friend.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
This coming December 3 all teachers in our division is going to celebrate Teacher's Day. All the different districts are going to present a dance presentation. Unlucky me I am one of the dancers no exception. I love to dance, I know how to dance and dancing is one of my favorite things to do in college. I remember before I used to dance with my friends we even name our group as the Gestures Beat. We dance when there are general assemblies, programs and even on parties. When I graduated in college we lost contact with each other except for my cousin honey who is the leader in the group. The school is so busy preparing for our presentation. We are going to dance the Waltz. I love Waltz its just that they are going to let us wear gowns while dancing imagine me dancing wearing a gown. I'm still hesitant to wear a gown in fact the only time I wear a gown is when I became one of Ate Joy's bridesmaids. I just got to take it. It is once in a life time event. Maybe I will be taking off my eyeglasses then while dancing for me not to see people who will be watching me on stage. I'm just too shy because of my huge, enormous, big and gigantic size hehehe
Monday, November 23, 2009
Kids are playful today. I just couldn't understand why they love to play and they don't even get tired of doing it. They keep on running, jumping and skipping. I could have done those things too when I was young like their age but I wasn't able to do it because I'm sickly before even until now. There are a lot of things that I'm not allowed to do. Too much play and too much fatigue can trigger my asthma. Honestly I felt that I have missed a lot of thing in my childhood years. I wasn't able to climb on the tree, ride a bicycle, and the one which I still wanted to try until now is too play on the rain. I guess I wouldn't taste the cake just to know if it is sweet when I already know that it is for my own good. Looking back then I didn't really have such boring childhood because I play dolls and plastic plates which don't require much physical strength but I still couldn't help wonder what it feels like to climb the tree, ride a bicycle and play in the rain. I hope someday I'll have those chances I would really take it. I see to it that my kids in school got to play what they wanted in the right time but sometimes they over do it that is why I let them play after class time.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
He is not really my favorite but he always caught my attention. I don't understand why he behave that way. He teases his classmates, he go in and out of the classroom, he is happy when someone gets hurt, he even inflict pain to his classmates and he don't even value his education. It hurts me so badly because he is a part of my class and it seems like all options have been taken for me to win him. It is not all the time that he makes bad things it only depends on his mood. I pitied him when I found out that he is living with is grandmother and he did opened up to me that his mom and dad live separately and have a family of their own. I could feel his pain. For how many times I tried to understand him and for all the love I've shown him it is just not enough for me to heal his pain until he could accept his life and start living without begging for his parents to give him the time to be love and to love them in return. Everyday he wanted to be seen and to be noticed at. I could not help it but to discipline him and tell him what is right from wrong. His wounds are too deep to be healed. I know in time someday he will realized and accept everything. I'm hoping that he will truly be fine soon. I'm praying that he would choose the right path for his life.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I know that I've been so preoccupied with a lot of work lately sometimes I can't find the meaning of it anymore. It is kinda bit frustrating to know but that is the whole truth but I'm trying to pick up all the pieces back for me and do my best in school that the kids will learn something from me that I could still do my obligations in school to the best that I can. Naturally, I should have no problem number #1 I'm single and i don't have any cardiac problems any matters from the heart, #2 I'm free I could do whatever I want, and 3# people really think that I almost have everything. I realize that I just wanted things to be perfect that is why I got frustrated when my expectations are not met. I just got to bear in mind that I'm not perfect and that I must embrace and accept my imperfections in that way then it will teach me to become a better and humble person.